…I found something worth living for. Even if the chances for my wish to come true are small, it’s worth fighting for. And after all, at the end of the struggle, even if the wish won’t come true, the things that I’ll achieve will help me a lot.
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In other order of news, I was really busy the last week, so I didn’t have time to post anything although I have some ideas. Probably I won’t have to much time next week either, and on top of that i caught a cold that makes me work two times slower than I usually do. Bleah!

Poland. 6 days. I’ll post if my mobile phone will let me(Btw, fuck Orange with their roaming policy XD)
See ya!

Lately(in the last month), I sleep less than 5-6 hours a day. And not because I’m busy or because I have something better to do. I just can’t sleep, no matter what i try to do(read, listen to music etc) and even if I’m tired.

I don’t know what to do, I feel like Tyler Durden.

I think I owe someone apologies for what i said last night… I don’t know what happens with me sometimes, and why I do those scenes only to the people I care about(I did it to Mel and to sis too). I guess sometimes my ego goes nuts and I forget about everyone else, except me. So, I understand if you’ll try to avoid me, or not consider me a friend anymore, because i deserve this.

I know saying I’m sorry won’t solve anything now

The blog will suffer some changes in the next days(probably a face-lift ’till the end of the month :D). Every post will have a song attached representing my mood and when it’s possible a piccie too.

Also I’m considering writing some of the posts in Romanian, at least the impersonal ones.

It’s 3 o’clock and I’m tired as hell. I finally finished writing the maths subjects on the PC 8-|

I guess loneliness scares me a lot more than death(as a matter of fact I can’t remember if i was ever scared of death. I always considered it something painless). It’s hard to stop thinking at the person that stood near you for 7 months and not regret that you didn’t change some things when you were supposed to. But sometimes you just have to move forward and hope that things will get better.

Well, at least i gained a valuable friend that understands me.

Before I go read something, and maybe watch some Seinfeld after, i wanted to write the last post of day.

I decided to post more often and to make this some sort of a journal(and laugh at me when I’ll be in my mid 40’s :D).
(Heh, I just looked at the watch and it is 22:22. <3 Didn’t do it on purpose, i swear ;)) )

Anyway, i listened to a lot of Pink Floyd today, i guess i missed these guys, and tried to solve some math problems(not very successful though). I also managed to finish most of the CSS design for my project(and cotlet’s ), and fix some bugs for my last client.

I’ll leave you with my favourite song today. Have a quiet night !

I have like 10 minutes, ’till cotlet finishes a background image, and i wanted to write a post

I was thinking last night after the movie(which was great, by the way), that i got pretty rusty since i started working as a freelancer(no time for reading, or watching movies). And most of the time i wasn’t even able to carry out a conversation ’till the end, or find interesting topics to talk about. And this isn’t me(or at least what i expect from me), so I’ll try my best to change this thing.

Btw, I promised that I’ll give more hints in the morning, so here’s the first hint:

The name of the domain starts with the first letter of my name and the end it’s kind of white

I had a pretty busy day today, had to buy a new hosting(i think i already have too many in my administration :-S), and move some of the files from the thelephants host. Probably this blog will be moved on the new one too, ’cause I guess the uptime will be better there. The interesting thing is that i had a free domain to choose, and i chose a pretty strange(and probably lame) name :”>… So I’m launching a bet, the one who finds the name of the domain will get as a reward a date( ) with me. I’ll give more hints in the morning(Btw, ucshi is not allowed to participate as he already knows ), so train your neurons, ’till then…

Oh, and i managed to solve some “valori proprii” problems today, although I wasn’t prolific in my work on maths today(didn’t had too much time)…

Ok, going to watch “Wilson’s war” in a couple of minutes so i’ll end my post here

Long you live and high you fly
smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be.